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This is going to be one of the longest PDF's I will ever do, but in it are the blue-prints for a
few things (that are starting to connect) which I have seen in the spirit. Please stick with me if you
understand the language that I speak. Not everyone will be able to grasp this yet. In other words, if
this sounds like "crazy talk" go back to my previous PDF's and try to start form the beginning. For
those of you who have been walking and seeking deeply in the spirit, this may be a small piece of
the puzzle you were working on.
I want to add a disclaimer here before we begin. I am blessed to have a personal
relationship with the Lord that comes through visions, dreams, auditory interactions, OBE's, and
Holy Spirit guided studies. However, I recognize that nothing comes from me, only through me,
that the wisdom of men is foolishness to God, and I can in no way provide you with the TRUTH,
for that belongs only to our Father in Heaven (and bestowed upon us little by little). With that said,
the following study is prone to error and should be chewed and digested with the Lord in your own
meditations and prayers.
It is important for you to have gone through my previous PDF's, as I will be expounding on
PDF 1: (Illustrating how scripture is written in layers)
PDF 2: (Scripture is mystery and parables)
PDF 3: (There are "locks" on the kingdom of heaven)
PDF 4: (The Master KEY):
I'm going to start a few months back when I had a dream like I've never had before. I had
just awoken from sleep when I was taken into a half-sleep half-waking "realm" (more on this realm
and accessing it below). In this realm I started to have an experience, in other words, I knew I was
no longer in a physical realm, nor a dreaming one, but something almost "in between." I saw that
everything was dark, and I felt like my head was in a box. I could hear myself breathing in this
small dark box which enclosed my head. Suddenly a light bulb turned on in front of me. It began
to flicker on and off. I could see it up close, it was very detailed...so real in fact that it was as reality
appears to be. My breath got louder and louder as I struggled for air in this box, I felt like I could
not breathe. The light bulb kept flickering on and off with the electrical popping noise that lightbulbs make when going on and off. I heard a voice say, "Change your chemistry!" At that moment
I popped awake and sat up gasping for air.
I was plagued by the experience all day. In prayer God confirmed to me that it was not a
physical change in chemistry, but a spiritual change that should seek. I intuitively wrote to a man I
knew online who often makes videos about the human brain in connection to the scriptures, and
without a pause he gave me a book called the Kybalion, which is a anonymous publication written
on the 7 principals of hermetic alchemy. Obviously, the true meaning of alchemy (like all spiritual
arts including Christianity) is hidden in the symbolism, it is not the transmutation of lead into gold,
but flesh into spirit.
The topic was all new to me, but after I downloaded the book offline, I read the introduction
and knew immediately it had come my way from the Lord. The book early on makes the claim that
it makes its appearance in one's life when the time is appropriate and includes variations of material
found in the book of Proverbs. The book claimed to be a resource on changing ones spiritual
chemistry...bingo. As I read the book and also listened to it on mp3 (visual reading and auditory
listening access different points in the brain) I referred back to a number of other dreams that
precisely mirrored the concepts delivered in the book, and knew I was walking into a written
account of what I had already been shown in the spirit.
Being that I am one who follows only Christ Jesus, I took everything from the book back to
him. This is when my visions, dreams, and studies began to help me take pieces of everything my
mind "knew" and translated it into a language that can only be deciphered through "wisdom".
During the span of the next 2-weeks, every light-bulb in my house proceeded to burn out.
We replaced a total of 13 light-bulbs in less than a week. I knew something was up.
During this time, I had this MANY dreams about light-bulbs (to make it short I will only
briefly mention that they all involved a barn and thousands of light-bulbs and a tornado). When
those dreams finally subsided, I had this dream:
I was at my house, and an angel came to knock on my door. He had the cliche wings and
long golden hair. He told me "the rapture has come." He made me get into a car that was in front
of my house. My husband was already in the passenger seat. The angel told me to "drive fast". I
began to drive down a road (I turned right out of my driveway and down a single lane desert road).
The road was LONG and I drove straight through that empty desert for what seemed like hours and
hours with no change in scenery at all. I got so fed up that I yelled at the angel who I assumed was
flying over my car, "that's it, I'm turning around!"
The moment I said this I turned left and a made a U-turn, and suddenly I was on a road
going back towards the house, only my house was only about half a mile away and visible! How
could it be? I'd driven for hours and the moment I turned around the house was so close? Now the
angel came into the cab of my car and said, "Go 120 miles per hour!" I felt my foot push on the gas
and I saw my speedometer inching towards 120. I looked up and suddenly 5 stairs were before me,
but they were a part of the road. After these five stairs my house was right there. I heard the angel
say again, "120 miles per hour." I awoke.
I did all kinds of studies on 120 and found so many amazing things that I got distracted by
the numbers and the connections and totally got tangled in concepts and ideas (later we will
understand these are LAWS). Once again I felt frustrated, but I knew the Lord would be faithful as
he always is and bring me more. I only had to wait a few days before I had the next dream.
In this dream I was in a room with many angels. All around the corners of my vision were
black, only the center of my vision could I see out of. The angels stood around a large wooden
drawing table, but I could not see them when I looked at the table because they were in the dark
edges of my vision. They rolled open a scroll on the wooden desk, and on it was a painting of a
tree. Half of this tree was growing in a dark night sky and half in a bright white sky (divided
vertically down the middle of the tree).
The angels took what looked like empty toilet paper rolls (the brown paper tubes left over
after the paper is gone) and set one on the dark side of the tree and one on the light side of the tree.
I then noticed the light side of the tree had written on it "Good" and on the night half was written,
The angels slowly moved the roll on the good side and the roll on the bad side together
where they met in the middle and became ONE roll, which was the same shape as the brown paper
tubes but made of pure white stone. They told me to look and motioned me to look into it. When I
bent over to look in the white stone roll I saw heaven through it and I began to be pulled into
heaven when I heard a voice say: "it was a tree of evil AND good, two are now one."
I awoke with my heart racing, my spirit body felt like it was still trying to separate.
Somehow after I got up and wrote this down, I was able to put myself back to sleep and returned
immediately to the angels. This time I had use of my full vision, no more black outline. I could see
that they now had bibles, newspapers, TV screens, and magazines laid out everywhere in a giant all
white room. The angels used their hands to raise words out of these items and began to arrange
them to build or create a wall. I watched this in awe for a while before I started to see a pattern
Pause: This is where words FAIL a man...we have no words for what I saw. These are the
things which "no man can utter." I will attempt to describe what little I managed to retain from this
experience through the restriction of human words.
I "saw" that within our current physical state, there exists a buffer-zone that we are not
aware of. We first become aware of this state when we have a detachment from mind in either
meditation or an OBE. This parallel feels like an intense de-ja-vu (if you've ever had a de-ja-vu
experience you will know a breif brief of the buffer zone of which I speak). This is the buffer zone
that allowed Jesus to walk on water and turn water into wine.
I can compare it to a video game. With a video game you often have a "creative mode"
which allows you to add and subtract from the game itself to edit maps and items, etc. Then you
switch to game mode, and whatever you created in the "creative mode" you can then use in your
actual game. This is the best way I can describe the buffer-zone in relation to the physical realm. I
believe the buffer zone is where dreams occur, and that the trick to accessing the buffer-zone while
awake is by learning to enter it while waking. More on accessing this state below.
Back to the dream: So as the angels were pulling out words from bibles, newspapers,
magazines, etc...the words all made a pattern that formed a wall. This pattern could be compared to
some kind of computer code, like this:
My mind said to itself then, as I was watching, "We are so afraid of being deceived that we
can't see that we are already deceived." I was in shock and awe at what I saw (not just with my
eyes, with my whole being).
I woke up and immediately and looked for the pen and paper I'd just written on after I'd
awoken the first time from the tree painting dream. I went to jot down what I had experienced: I
had seen the TRUTH!
Only a minute later, with the pen in my hand, my mind went blank. I sat there unable to
have a thought. When I tried to articulate what I had seen it left me completely. I woke up my
husband and told him what had happened. He rubbed my back and tried to help me jog my
memory, I was pretty upset! This "experience" was the key to hacking reality and I had a tight grip
on it until I went to write it down! This is where my work in the spirit comes in, because right away
I was able to recognize the Lord had taken everything that I'd seen away from me for a reason.
Nothing happens without his direct control. I surrendered it knowing it would come back at just the
right moment. Picking up the pieces of that revelation is what this PDF is about.
In prayer over that dream, I learned that just as our human eye turns everything upside down
(that was covered in an earlier PDF), I realized that we must turn the darkness of scripture, words,
logos into light, but even more than this, we must then move the darkness and the light together,
making the eye single. I had no idea what this "looked" like in practicality, and I still can't fully
grasp the concept, but I feel the understanding growing slowly.
Pay Attention: Life Interfaces with the Formless
After this experience with the angels, this amazing string of dreams continued. After seeing
the tree on the map (the one in half darkness and half light) I began to go to that tree almost every
night in different ways.
In one dream I was in a square cage with my husband. The cage was huge, maybe 20 yards
by 20 yards. Outside the cage there were men with guns aimed at us. It was implied that we had
been trapped in the cage because we were caught stealing something. I looked at my husband and
said, "I give up if you do. Things never work out here for people like us." He nodded his head in
defeat and at that moment one of the men with a gun shot towards us, but the bullet hit the lock on
our cage instead of us. The door was open and as we turned to walk towards it, and instantly a
forest appeared. We were in the forest and looked back and the cage we were in was miles behind
We walked deeper into the forest. The trees were gigantic and had so much sap poring down
them that they looked like wax candles after they have burned for hours. The sun was coming
through the tops of the trees in golden patches, and it was so warm on my skin. The trees would
blow in the wind and make sounds like distant chimes. I suddenly noticed that certain trees had
golden vials (strange and beautiful ornaments) hanging on them, and I reached up and grabbed one.
I cracked it open and drank from it golden liquid which was like oil. I turned to my husband and
said, "what were we doing out there when everything we ever needed was right here the whole
time?" I laid down at the bottom of the biggest tree and felt myself growing up through the tree.
My consciousness was taken into the tree and branched out like thousands of limbs. I awoke with
pulsing on the top of my head.
It took me all day to recover from that dream, because when I awoke my spirit knew that I
had not yet found that forest, and that I needed to find it.
A few nights later I was back at the tree where I fought with a dark force beneath a gigantic
tree with upside-down lilies, and the bark with the carvings of three giant faces. I put that dream
into my blog, link here: http://iamamaranth.wordpress.com/2014/01/30/a-dream-last-night/
I believe this dream was illustrating the concept of Malkuth, link to that here (we will study
it in another PDF): http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malkuth In the dream I went under the tree, down
to the roots, and encountered a dark being (which I now see is my "self").
During this time I had many dreams about jewels coming out of the Bible, rubies and pearls
and emeralds to name a few. An angel was making me and my brother EAT them. This dream
repeated for weeks until Anna (77aej) made a video about eating the gems, chewing them into
powder, and what it meant. That was key, and suddenly so many things fit into place. After this
"riddle" I had 2 dreams that I took black words from one side of the Bible (the OT side) and white
words of of the other side (the NT side), and using a loom ON my fingers I wove them together and
they became like braided strings of glowing fiber-optics. When I looked up from the loom I saw
that they were roots that formed a tree.
In prayer I was told that that the tree had something to do with the Word (those who have
ears let them hear), and that the Word somehow provided us with precious sustenance, but with the
knowledge from my good and evil dream being stripped from me, I felt I was still missing much.
Over the span of a few weeks I had intense meditations that started forming a mental picture.
Unfortunately, I cannot articulate those for you in words.
The final "push" I needed to start remembering some of what I had been told in the tree
painting dream was when yet another dream interfaced with my waking life and I had the tiny little
spark ignite into something greater. While this is a personal account of how the heavenly interacts
with the physical, you should look deeply into the events surrounding your life to derive a deeper
About a week or two ago I recieved a dream which I posted here:
Here is an exerpt:
"As my husband to be stands admiring me, a HUGE grizzly bear comes out from behind the cabin
woods. My husband begins to run, though he is laughing and jolly and thinks it is a game. I am
running as well, but before I know it the bear is only feet from me. I start to realize the bear is not
trying to eat me, but is forcing me out onto a cliff. The cliff is pretty high up, and below it a
beautiful wide river that was quite a marvelous site to behold. My dream "husband to-be" now
turns into my real husband. He is on a huge log that is a bridge between two cliffs over the river.
There are 3 logs at least, all the size of full trees, all covered in moss. My husband jumps into the
river and begins to laugh. He looks up at me. The bear now has me out on the log, and is following
me across the log. I feel like I may slip and fall, and the bear is standing there roaring at me and
looking at me. My husband yells up, “You will never jump until you call yourself Amaranth.”
Amaranth is a name the Lord has given to me in mediation time after time. In the dream I think
upon it, and remember amaranth means eternal, unfading. I say, “I am amaranth,” and I plug my
nose and fall into the river. The moment I open my eyes I am in a room several stories up. All I can
see is a window, which I look out of..."
The Lord has called me Amaranth for months now, and it has become very pronounced as of
late. After I had this dream I didn't think much about name "Amaranth" because I already knew it
was what he called me. This is where dreams collide with reality.
The VERY next day I was out at breakfast WITH my husband (like in the dream). We were
leaving the cafe and the rain was starting to fall. Across the street a new display window had gone
in with teddy bears everywhere, giant ones and small ones, all staring at me with glassy eyes. I
thought about the bear from my dream for a moment and felt a sort of de-je-vu. I walked out into
the crosswalk and nearly slipped on the slick sidewalk (like the slippery logs I was crossing in the
dream). Just as my husband helped me catch my balance a piece of old folded newspaper came
blowing towards us out of nowhere. I reached out and grabbed it and ran to the car. When I got
inside I opened the paper which was a half torn page out of The Oregonian---from 1954. I looked at
carefully, soaked from the rain, and the moment I moved my thumb I saw it was covering the word:
Amaranth. The Lord said to me, "You keep it under your thumb." I had the chills for an hour.
Here are pics of the paper...look at the ad on the backside! 1200 LAMPS to be exact:
I was stunned when I saw that word, and read the rest of the newspaper, and then thought
about the synchronizations leading up to me running into that paper and the dream I'd had the night
before. I had a brief encounter with the matrix, which was beginning to open (but only in glimpses
and quick moments). I thought of Mark 8:25--Then Jesus laid his hands on his eyes again; and he
opened his eyes, his sight was restored, and he saw everything clearly.
This is all to say (once again) that the Lord speaks to us all day long, and we just never slow
down to watch it, we don't even notice it while operating our carnal minds.
I started to slowly go back through an old study I'd done from a month or so before, which
suddenly seemed like a piece to the puzzle. This study covered how the Lord speaks directly
through any creative work: paintings, sketches, music, poetry, songs. As any artist can tell you, the
creative process is done outside of the mind. While we use the mind as a tool to create the shape
and form, the inspiration behind it is only coming from one place: the FORMLESS divine universal
presence, crystallizing into form and shape. As a quick example let's look at 2 Timothy 3:16, and
remember, The Bible itself wasn't even in existence at the writing of this epistle --
The word Scripture (capitalized) is actually the word graphe (uncapitalized). Graphe in the
ancient Greek means "draw" and also "write":
The word "pasa" translated as "every" is exactly that: all, every, all parts of the totality.
Therefore, we see that 2 Timothy 3:16 should read: "All writing/drawing is God breathed..." For a
really cool study, go in and read the rest of that scripture word by word...you will be amazed. Now
we have a key to unlocking this "scripture":
Moving onward with that understanding: months ago I made a video on YT about how the
Lord gives me songs on the radio, or sometimes songs that just pop up into my head out of
nowhere. While we remain fleshly beings (until able to seek the deeper mysteries of God), he is so
powerful and loving that he finds a way to communicate to us through the work of others, and even
through our own creative work. This exact process is how the scriptures and many other ancient
works of value have to come reach us in this physical plane. I want you to note the exact
connection in scripture between prophets and poets.
As you can clearly see, a prophet is also a poet, or one able to channel divine truth through a
On YouTube we see the "Illuminati" being exposed by certain religious groups. God permits
this in order to get these students to start seeing symbols and making connections, such as we see
them doing by breaking down movies, commercials, and advertisements. The problem is that while
they are starting to see these hidden meanings and pre-programmed realities, they attribute them to
evil forces instead of directing them back to God who is the creator of ALL. This is the process of
changing our chemistry :) A tree of good and evil, the two eyes must become one single eye. These
young students are not growing out of seeing the "evil" and have made for themselves a real and
genuine level of fear out of an antagonist that—in their minds—is stronger than the protagonist (to
state it lightly). In the end ALL things glorify God...if I had not stumbled onto the exposure of the
Illuminati thanks to many fundamentalist groups making it known, I myself may have never began
to "see the bigger picture."
The Lineage between God and Word
We know from John 1:1 - In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the
Word was God.
1 John 1:5 - This then is the message which we have heard from Him and declare unto you: that
God is light, and in Him is no darkness at all.
Here is what I have been able to "grasp": Word is translated from symbols which come
from sound, which comes from vibration, which comes from energy, which comes from light.
This is how the formlessness of God comes through to us in form of the "word". Allow me to
Let us be so arrogant for a moment to assume that we can feel with our minds/logic the
connection between God and man, formless and form, word and breath. Some of what I share will
have a scientific allegory connected to it to help you connect pieces. I'm not a scientist and in no
way claim to understand their various concepts of "quantum physics" but I do have a gentle grasp
on divine language and using primarily that gift I hope I can help you envision how we are
currently connected and communicating to God.
We start by looking into linguistics, where you come to understand that our "human"
language comes from symbols, without symbols spoken words or written words would not exist.
Hopefully you can grasp this concept seeing as I only relayed it to you using symbols...and without
the letters you see (whether written down or spoken aloud) I could not share this message with
anyone but my own formless mind.
Symbols (hieroglyphs, letters, numbers) arose due to our perception of sound. In order to
harness sound, one must create a set of laws to which the formless becomes FORMED. The only
way to understand this is to imagine with me:
As an exercise, close your eyes. Now pretend that you were just created this moment.
You are a new "being".
You find yourself standing in a vast desert.
You have absolutely no knowledge or memories what-so-ever of anything, no explanation
for color, no explanation for the sand and the sky, and no words to communicate or to even think
Sit for a moment and try to grasp what this would feel like. It may take you 10 seconds or 10 hours
to have a glimpse of this.
Now imagine, you suddenly develop the ability to form "ideas". Remember, you are starting
from scratch with these ideas and have no basis from which to build on: no memory, no knowledge.
It's just you—the ability to form ideas—and the world.
You open your mouth and push breath through and notice you can make a sound. You don't
know it is a "sound" you just know that your form moved and something was heard. Imagine the
evolution of this process continues to the point that you now make all sorts of sounds, and have
certain sounds you use when you see objects such as flying creatures and swimming creatures. In
order to communicate your unique sound for that object to another being (who has their own unique
sound), you have to make a symbol for that sound. The symbol serves the purpose of becoming a
bridge that allows you and another "being" to speak.
Think back to the Tower of Babel here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tower_of_Babel
Genesis 11:6 - And the Lord said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and
this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to
Back to our exercise: These two beings want to communicate with each other, but they both
have unique sounds that the other cannot understand. So they transfer the sound into a symbol that
the beings jointly created to hold universal meaning. For our example, lets pretend it is something
Here you see we turned a picture symbol into a sound symbol (a letter), which is a symbol
with sound attributed to it. Now look at it this way:
That "being" we imagined ourselves to be reached up into the formless (sound), and pulled it
down and plugged it in to FORM (a letter). In this way sound itself was the creator of all words.
Let's keep chasing this "word" that was with God all the way back to the "light" that is God.
We already have this part of the equation: word=symbol=sound.
Now, where does sound come from? Vibration: the movement of atomic particles. All
sound comes from vibration, some would even argue that vibration is sound. Here is a simple video
explaining for those of you interested: http://www.pbs.org/wnet/musicinstinct/video/physics-ofsound/all-music-comes-from-vibrations/56/
According to wikipedia:
The vibrations which can be interpreted as sound are able to travel through all forms of
matter: gases, liquids, solids, and plasmas. The matter that supports the sound is called the medium.
Sound cannot travel through a vacuum.
Right now we are starting to harvest energy, as you may have heard (wind, solar, hydroelectric power, etc). This is harvesting energy from vibration. Who is responsible for these
energies which cause vibration? God (the infinite) sends us these energies such as solar light, wind,
gravity+water, etc. If you are interested in this, wikipedia has more:
Where does energy come from?
Energy can be found in many things and takes many forms. There is potential energy in
objects at rest that will make them move if resistance is removed. There is kinetic energy in objects
that are moving. The molecules making up all matter contains a huge amount of energy, as
Einstein's E = mc^2 pointed out to us. Energy can also travel in the form of electromagnetic waves,
such as heat, light, radio, and gamma rays. Your body is using metabolic energy from your last meal
as you read this. Energy is constantly flowing and changing form. If you take your metabolic energy
and rub your hands together, you have made metabolic energy into mechanical energy. Your hands
will heat up. That is some of the mechanical energy turning into heat energy.
Energy can change form, but where did that energy ultimately come from? Let's trace back a
chain of events. A bicycle is rolling down the hill, transferring potential energy into kinetic
(movement) energy. The bicycle got its potential energy (energy due to position related to gravity)
by the rider using metabolic energy to move the pedals. The pedals used mechanical energy to move
the chain, which moved the wheels. The rider's metabolic energy came from chemical energy that
was stored in the molecules of the food she ate. That chemical energy entered the animal whose
meat she ate by the animal digesting a plant and breaking the bonds in its molecules. The plant
made the molecules by using light energy from the Sun. The Sun's light energy came from electrons
in its atoms lowering energy states, and releasing energy. The energy in the atoms came from the
nuclear reactions in the heart of the Sun.
More on this topic here: http://www.qrg.northwestern.edu/projects/vss/docs%20/thermal/3-wheredoes-energy-come-from-and-go.html
Now that you have a basic, child-like understanding, meditate on this theory once more:
Note: I have been told in dreams that I am missing(?) a step from the above "lineage."
While this will come to me eventually, I was told as a hint that "thermodynamics is a lie." Please
don't take that literally...but know it has some concept behind it that I cannot quite picture. I was
also told the tree of life (as seen in the image below) is the half dark half light tree I saw with the
angels. See it depicted below and notice one pillar is dark, the other light, with the middle path
being the straight and narrow one.
As a side note: I wish very hope that you all will study the ancient roots of Kabbalah and remove
from your mind all modern twists (magic, mysticism, tokens and talismans) that have perverted the
original understanding which has been around from the time of oral Torah:
Jesus told us to Watch
So now that we have a visible root that connects us to the Father: WORD--->symbol-->sound--->vibration--->energy--->LIGHT, how do we slowly begin to take ourselves back towards
Remember above I stated:
In order to harness something without visible form (like sound), one must create a set of LAWS to
which the formless becomes FORMED (like symbols). We use for instance the LAW
(understanding) of gravity to allow humans to "create" hydroelectric power.
If this is true, then the reverse is true for returning the word to the source (where it began as John
1:1 states). This means we need to pull the plug which conducts energy from the formless into the
form by removing our identification with form. This is why Jesus came to "free us from the law."
Gal. 5:1 - “So Christ has truly set us free. Now make sure that you stay free, and don’t get tied up or
harnessed again in slavery to the law.”
John 8:31-32 - Then said Jesus to those Jews who believed in Him, “If ye continue in My Word,
then are ye My disciples indeed. And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”
How do we become free? First, realize the Lord made himself into form in order to reach us. Form
and shape itself is the stage where we act out our roles. It was important for our development and
repentance. However, we must allow our deep work with Christ to remove us from the law
mankind created when harnessing/yoking themselves to form (instead of the formless). Remember
the word idol in the Greek New Testament means "seeing form":
Here it is in scripture:
Root word of eidolon (Idol) is eidos:
Remember that these LAWS are the rules we needed in order to create something with FORM out
of the FORMLESS. I know this is difficult to grasp with the mind, but you may be able to
experience this in spirit without over-thinking it.
Try this technique to have an EXPERIENCE with this understanding for yourself.
Stand in front of your house late at night or very early in the morning when no one is
around. You know it is your house. Look at it. You have memories there. Now, pretend as though
this is a house you have never seen. This may take a minute or an hour depending how strongly the
mind fights you. You may have to pretend you are another person approaching your house in order
to free your mind of your own concepts. Eventually you will manage to see the house through the
eyes of someone who has never seen the house. Practice this for 20 minutes until you have a good
relationship with it.
Now...pretend as though you have never seen a house at all. Pretend this is the first time you
have ever seen anything that looks like a house. Soon your pretending should morph into
experiencing. Now loose the word "house". Try to loose completely the identification with form.
You are in a strange world without any "mind" to define it with. You may experience this state for
only a few seconds at first, but over time it becomes easier to remain in this state.
You can also do this with a flower, staring at it until you do not know what it is. Please also
try repeating a word over and over again...100 times or more...until it becomes meaningless sound.
Remember being a child and spinning until you got so dizzy you fell down? Allow yourself to be as
a child, rid yourself of what you "know" to be true about reality, be converted:
Matthew 18:3 - And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little
children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
To further illustrate this understanding of being free from form...recall back to a previous
PDF I did about watching a movie in a theater. Your "conscious" mind is caught up in the movie,
and all your attention is on it and you are scared when the characters are scared, and sad when they
are. But you can pull out at will when the movie gets too scary or intense and realize you are a
person in a theater watching a movie, and not actually a part of the movie. You cannot be hurt or
killed by the movie because it is not "real". Now, when we are told to walk in spirit, it means they
we no longer are forced into being "hypnotized" by the movie, but we can also pull back and be
outside of it. In this way, we have access to lasting peace.
Did you ever wonder about the references to "watching" made throughout the entire Bible?
Just a FEW:
Luke 12:37 - Blessed are those servants, whom the lord when he cometh shall find watching: verily
I say unto you, that he shall gird himself, and make them to sit down to meat, and will come forth
and serve them.
Eph 6:18 - Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto
with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;
Neh 7:3 - And I said unto them, Let not the gates of Jerusalem be opened until the sun be hot; and
while they stand by, let them shut the doors, and bar them: and appoint watches of the inhabitants of
Jerusalem, every one in his watch, and every one to be over against his house.
Psalm 102:7 - I watch, and am as a sparrow alone upon the house top.
Job 7:12 - Am I a sea, or a whale, that thou settest a watch over me?
Matt 26:38 - Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye
here, and watch with me.
Mar 13:33 - Take ye heed, watch and pray: for ye know not when the time is.
The servants who are "watching" are the ones that are aware (through their state-of-being)
they are not of this earth (part of the movie):
Romans 12:2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your
mind, in order to prove by you what is that good and pleasing and perfect will of God.
John 17:16-17 -- They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. Separate them in the
truth; Your word is truth.…
The movie in the theater from our exercise is actually called life (or reality). The servants who
"watch" are watching life without having a stake in it. They suddenly realize they can pull out at
anytime. They have surrendered into the will of God, they trust him for all things, they remember
WHO they are, their eye is SINGLE. They remember that they are Amaranth (eternal).
1 Peter 1:4: "To an inheritance imperishable, and undefiled, and unfading, being reserved in
heaven for you..."
The word "amaranth" is eternal, unfading...just like you.
Another exercise you can try to have a taste of the formless is a difficult one, but one that
many of you who deeply seek have already experienced.
Sit in a quiet room. Allow your mind to label yourself. For instance, you may say: I am a
mother. I am a man. I am a republican. I am smart. I am beautiful. I am old.
With each label you give yourself, stop and ask: If I was not a mother, would I still be me?
Well yes, because I was "me" before I had kids. If my name was not Fred, would I still be me?
Well yes, because my mother could have named me John. If I didn't have my memories, would I
still be me? Yes, people who have amnesia and can't remember their own parents are still living
beings with awareness. If I was not beautiful, would I still be me? Think of everything you
possibly can and go through each label.
If you go deep enough with these questions, you will begin to see that these labels are false
no matter how identified to them you are, because no matter what label you face the answer is
always the same: Yes, I would still be "me."
In this way, you can go very deep until you experience what I call a sense of "true nature" or
the "I AM." It is direct access to the Christ who dwells within us.
Exodus 3:14 - God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: 'I
AM has sent me to you.'"
John 8:58 - "Very truly I tell you," Jesus answered, "before Abraham was born, I am!"
Removing identification with form as I have explained IS possible, because while difficult at
first, I was able to achieve this after a few very intense meditation/prayer sessions. This is why I
am always giving you "magic eye" pictures:
The "clown" juggles dimensions before us, we have to let go of what we think we see and
believe there is more there. A true demonstration of faith. :)
So Jesus told us to repent and be free of the law. We just saw what it meant to be free from
the law, but how do we repent?
Act 8:22 - Repent therefore of this thy wickedness, and pray God, if perhaps the thought of thine
heart may be forgiven thee.
Let's look deeply into the word "repent" in the Greek first:
In the New Testament, the word translated as 'repentance' is the Greek word μετάνοια (metanoia),
"after/behind one's mind", which is a compound word of the preposition 'meta' (after, with), and the
verb 'noeo' (to perceive, to think, the result of perceiving or observing). In this compound word the
preposition combines the two meanings of time and change, which may be denoted by 'after' and
'different'; so that the whole compound means: 'to think differently after'.
You can read more here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repentance
So can you see how repenting can lead to freedom from the law? Changing ones mind (by going
deep inside instead of going outside for answers) leads to the ability to disconnect from the form
and slowly begin to connect to the formless.
I could go on forever, but I will let it be what it is, it either makes sense to you or it does not. If not,
don't fret! Practice the exercises and above all, have faith in our Lord, continue in deep prayer and
meditation to him and all that was hidden WILL come to light as his WORD says.
Hacking Reality Starts by Pressing Rewind
If you are having trouble getting out of the logical mind, take yourself on a journey
"backwards" as you begin to learn how to "hack reality." Since we know that God speaks through a
divine language through poetry and art, go back to your youth (when you were earnestly "childlike") and look at the stories, songs, and movies you loved. This was your first connection to God.
I'm going to give you an example from my life, and show you how I have been able to retrace steps
and find messages that the Lord has been sending me all my life which confirm what I am being
I was on the phone with my mom last week and she mentioned that she found my old VHS
tape of Labyrinth. She recalled how I knew every single word to the entire move. I would rehearse
it line for line and I literally could recite the entire movie. Let me give you a background on why I
watched this movie so often.
My mom was having a difficult time in her life, struggling with depression and being a
single parent. She decided to send me to live with my aunt who lived in Zuni, New Mexico...on an
Indian reservation. I was the only "gringo" in the whole town (they didn't know that I am an
Ojibway Indian because of my blue eyes). I was terribly teased and bullied by the reservation kids
whether at school or walking through the dilapidated reservation. In addition to this endless
harassment, my aunt was herself in no place to be a mother, and was often verbally and emotionally
abusive to me, even restricting my access to speaking to my mother. I was horribly depressed and
felt all alone.
I watched Labyrinth because it reminded me of home...not just the home my mom had sent
me away from, but my real "home." Something about the movie reminded me of something I once
knew as fact. I watched the movie twice a day for many months.
At my current age of 32, it had been about seventeen years since I'd last watched it. We
recently rented it for my kids, and they tried to shoo me out of the room because I still remembered
every line and was apparently in a very verbal mood :) Lo and behold, every thing I have just
shared with you guys in this PDF was shown to me once again as a truth I was told long ago.
Labyrinth "Through the wall"
Reality is just this (as seen in the clip above)...a wall of illusion that occoured when we plugged the
formless into form.
Here we have Sarah coming face to face with the Goblin King (representative of the illusion of
form which also includes "time"):
Labyrinth "You have no power over me"
Here we have the perfect example of what it's like going through life after taking off the
mask. Any of you who have done deep seeking for the Lord can fully relate to this clip! Notice
what happens when she breaks the mirror at the end:
This clip illustrates perfectly what we go through spritiually as we seek to learn from the Lord and
often feel very confused:
Do any of you remember Never Ending Story? Try watching it again with your "new" eyes. If you
watched my last video and read the PDF, you remember me speaking to you about going deep
within and facing the mirror. See if this clip illustrates that point perfectly:
Never Ending Story Mirror Gate:
This next clip reminds me of James 1:5-9 -- If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that
giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. But let him ask in faith,
nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.
For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord. A double minded man is
unstable in all his ways.
Be Confident: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_vzG5nYk1I
I share these personal insights only in hopes that you will get inspiration to look not only into an
unknown "future", but also seek the crumbs left by Hansel and Gretel, so you can retrace your
journey away from home to get ever closer to it. Since we know God speaks through ALL creative
works, try looking through your favorite media again to see what it might have been that drew you
to it. It's likely there is a message just for you that has been there all along.