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The Cult of Personality and Disclosure – Moving Out of Deception
One finds real purpose in Truth, and it is with this purpose above all else
that I choose to share what I experienced with Corey Goode. Let it be
known that there are no remaining personal agendas, no axes to grind
and no hidden rancor within me. I have had many years to contemplate
what happen, how it happen and the why of it. I would be less than
honest if I didn’t let the reader know just how difficult this passage was for
me. It included the necessity of going deep into the terrain of betrayals
and abandonment for when one confronts “the agenda” of the collective
trauma one also confronts their own personal trauma. The freeing of the
human psyche from these traumas and the disclosing the subsequent
means the controllers utilize to manipulate the greater ‘US’ has been a
many years long journey, perhaps one that never ends for the “Price of
Freedom is Eternal Vigilance.”
The reason I spoke with Randy Maugans and decided to publicly go on
record with him is that I also see the development of the “Cults of
Personality” along with the commercializing and monetizing that is
occurring within the “Spiritual Disclosure Movement.” This agenda follows
the exact same pattern that was used to control the narrative of the
Hippies, the Beat Generation, the Music Biz, etc. The creation of celebrity
and personalities that can be controlled so the uninformed public eats the
‘entertainment entrapment’ up as truth when in fact it is the biggest lie.
It is time we step away from personalities, the facades of fakery and dig
deeper into our own psyches, the only place truth can be found.
~~~
My name is Christine Anderson, I was a moderator on the Project Avalon
(PA) forum from late 2011 until my expulsion on January 5, 2014. During
those years I was living with Bill Ryan (BR) in Ecuador and experienced
first hand many of the underpinnings of how the forum was operated. At
first, like most members I felt that PA was truly an enlightened forum that
was vital for sharing information and creating an alternative safe
community. Populated by MKUltra subjects, super soldiers, abductees,
contactees and those who can loosely be described as experiencers of the
abnormal or alternate realities it was a rich environment in which to learn.
During my tenure as moderator on the forum I actively participated by
helping many of these people feel safe and I listened actively to a wide
range of their inner revealings. I also worked diligently to keep the forum
as harmonious as possible by corresponding with members personally
when strong emotional or triggered responses arose. The forum was in
reality my home and the main focus of my life just as it was/is for many

who feel isolated in their personal lives lacking someone to share their
stories and experiences with.
The forum also attracted what I will describe as “gamers” those who
purposely provoke others, tell stories (hooks) of being deep insiders who
at some moment will reveal some great “truth”. These are people who are
either placed by some monitoring agency or arrive by their own
psychopathic tendencies which includes the enjoyment of messing with
people’s minds. The one known as Charles is a prime example. To this day
and as far as I know BR can still be triggered by this person he believed
and adamantly defended the veracity what he was told by Charles. Jesse
Ames, a later arrivee on the forum in the midst of the melt down that
ensued after the release of Corey’s first audio, is another example… more
on Jesse Ames later.
BR and myself with a few others had purchased some land in Ecuador and
started a community of sorts; this played a part in how Corey Goode (CG)
was introduced into my awareness and life on a closer personal level. CG
was a prolific poster on the forum and I would often review his writing.
Some of it resonated most especially a thread he started on the lost
origins of the Native American people. I was and still am fascinated by the
true narrative and timeline of the human on planet Earth and how this has
been buried in attempts to wipe out our collective memory.
On September 25th 2013 I initiated a Skype chat with Corey and his wife
as they expressed an interest in joining us in Ecuador. That Skype chat
later became a friendly at times daily chat between Corey and myself. We
would often meet to share experiences, both worldly and perceptually; we
developed a close relationship often meeting for calls in the morning as we
had our first cups of coffee.
We conversed candidly on a wide range of topics from remote viewing to
cosmic consciousness. During that time I was experiencing strong regular
and vivid perceptual downloads so I would speak to Corey about them. He
called me sister and I called him brother. In every way I was supporting
him as a friend for he was often dealing with severe limitations in his
personal life from being on disability due to an accident at his workplace,
to experiencing “attacks” from many vectors augmented by high levels of
anxiety which I observed often led to states bordering on paranoia.
What I observed and learned about Corey can be stated in a synopsis so
as to not go too far afield.


Corey was living on disability in his mother’s house. Far from ideal
the family dynamics were emotionally manipulative, demeaning and
at times very dark. Corey will recall that the ladies of Avalon 24/7
(Skype chat group dedicated to planetary healing and a help line

that was initiated in early August 2104) worked to clear the dark
astral that haunted him and his children. What I want to make clear
is not that Corey was going through some difficult times which is
true, but that we had a very close relationship so aspects of our
lives were candidly shared.


I went so far as to lend him some money so he could put a down
payment on a lease to a rent a house this was offered to get him out
of a very detrimental living situation. I have a letter from Corey
himself to document this loan, which he repaid.



I visited Dallas, TX in late July through September 2014 where I met
with Corey and his family on at least six occasions that included
grocery shopping, family meals and other outings with his wife and
children. I felt called to be a support for them. It was during one
visit that Corey allowed me to record the first “interview” on a small
digital recorder. In all honesty we both knew without ever
verbalizing it that there was a probability that his “recall” would be
published on the Faces of Avalon YouTube channel … I didn’t push it
respecting that it had to be Corey’s volition to share this recording
to a more public audience.



Corey was on prescription pain and anti-anxiety medication at the
time of the recording.



We published the first recording on The Faces of Avalon (approx.
500 subscribers at that time) on September 24th 2014. The reaction
from forum members and others was unexpected as it seemed to
awaken many to their own programming, abductions, contacts with
a wide variety of visceral body responses. Some people reported
falling asleep, others reported memories, one man reported finding
marks on his wrists where he had been handcuffed while being
injected in the neck and taken in a white van. In short it seemed to
have the effect of waking people to buried memories, and they also
felt emboldened by Corey’s story so they reached out to share.

Speaking for myself I was lifted in a belief that we were on the verge of a
true disclosure, that if enough people woke to their programming an inner
revolution of consciousness would be able to shift the paradigm.


On or thereabouts October 30th 2014 BR and CG in a series of Skype
conversations decide to publish the original recording on BR’s Alpha
Zebra YouTube channel with approximately 30,000 subscribers. I
was happy about that until I saw the sensationalized title “Project
Avalon Whistleblower” that was added. The subject line has been

changed from the original one. I felt that this was a violation of
intent and content of the recording and let BR know this.


While on a visit to Mexico in November of 2014 I recorded a second
time with Corey; the second recording was intended to be published
and in it we both shared candidly and freely. This recording came
after Corey had experienced a profound clearing of entities. Subject
has now been changed to add Corey’s real name and galactic
federation delegate has been deleted.

GoodETxSG (Corey Goode) Part II - Secret Space Program & MILAB
Participant


I sent the recording to BR in Ecuador to do the edits and clean the
audio track, we had experienced some interference while on the call,
minor buzzing and static in short segments.



BR tells me that the interview is not publishable and goes so far as
to say it is really poor both in quality and content so he refuses to
work on it. Corey sends the recording to his “insider friend who is an
audio technician”, this turns out to be Shane – The Ruiner, who
cleans up the audio and returns it to us several weeks later.



The second interview is never published on Faces of Avalon or Alpha
Zebra YouTube channel. I maintain a reoccurring question as to why
or what was in that interview that BR objected so strongly to?



I return to Ecuador to find that the dynamic of the relationship with
BR had changed in my absence, that we were in direct disagreement
about what was now ensuing on the PA forum. My honest belief that
PA was and should be a safe place for sharing provoked a shock in
me as I was witnessing the growing contentious gap being created
between BR and CG which I tried to mitigate as best I could. My
observations include that BR was using tactics to intimidate Corey
while I felt that in keeping with his long standing reputation as a
safe friend to experiencers he should have been embracing Corey in
a brotherly fashion and helping him navigate a trying time, instead
he belittled him publicly, condemned him in Skype chats and to me
expressed emotions that went as far as rage. His anger was that
Corey was receiving private communications from other
experiencers and wasn’t “qualified” to answer these people who
shared their information with him. BR who has a long public quasirecord of supporting whistleblowers was actively attacking and
triggering Corey, the feelings that arose in me were to protect Corey
in spite of seeing his behavior degenerate into a hyped up state of
reactivity.



Corey went on the defensive as someone suffering PTSD will do, BR
whose “qualifications” include training in communication skills and
longtime contact with others who have suffered mind control
programs should and in my opinion did know better, however he let
his own reactivity and programs come to the forefront and angrily
refused any offered remediation attempts.

What could have been handled in a constructive, caring manner became
an all out battle between these two men which embroiled the forum in
unnecessary controversy.
Of course one learns with time that controversy is the food of
places like the Avalon forum, it feeds the human need to feel part
of something special while spinning the narrative into the oblivion
of no-truth and never-knowing, it dilutes and tangles what truth
does exist into an bottomless rabbit hole of intrigue.


Corey went on an excavating mission to dig up anything he could
that would prove BR was an operative of some agenda, was
corrupted and a paid disinformation agent. This triggered in BR a
degree of suppressed fear and put him on the warpath as he
commanded the forum administrators and moderators to find out
what Corey knew and begin the public process of discrediting Corey
himself.



A 64 page dossier on Bill Ryan (William James Vincent Ryan) was
offered by Corey though it never materialized in full; a brief of it was
presented to me and others. Corey went so far as to tell me that he
would deliver it to me once I was safely in Mexico as he expressed
that he felt my life was in danger.

Personal interjection here; I never bought into the fear yet I knew I was
immersed in a quagmire of proportions that I couldn’t see all of. It is to
also necessary to note here that BR had for many years shared private
communications with me which included some very personal data
including photographs from those who believed he was a safe channel.
Viewing these correspondences further added to my knowledge of how
deeply affected and often tormented mind control subjects are along with
the dangers they face when they want to come out publicly. It also led me
to a conclusion that most who are wannabe whistleblowers have little to
zero sustaining documentation.


Jesse Ames joins the PA forum. This “personage” came into the
forum with a huge bang claiming to be a deep insider with important
information that he would soon be revealing. His claims were not

substantiated by any documentation. He did however have a fluid
profuse writing style that caught many members attention.


Jesse Ames’ presence augmented an already hot environment for
the many people working through or waking up to their own
programming. BR, myself and other moderators received personal
messages warning that Jesse Ames was using dangerous trigger
words, including suicide triggers. The messages were coming from
long time forum members as well as Corey who was warning me
that we had to stop Jesse Ames.



BR was in a state of denial refusing to listen as be felt that this
unknown personage was the real deal and would soon hand out
some sort of important information from inside the cabal.



I did not recognize any specific trigger words though three friends
who I respected for their courage in overcoming the severe
programs they had been put through as children were sending
adamant warnings, trusting them along with karelia (moderator and
friend) we took on the task of overriding BR’s voice on the Avalon
Biz Skype chat as he wanted to leave the thread open and in public
view. This created a rather large rift as BR fired back with
accusations of us impinging on the “harmony” (tacit agreement with
BR) of the moderators and administrators.



Fortunately via our efforts the Jesse Ames thread was taken from
public view and he was ejected from the forum, though by this time
karelia and myself were in the enemy camp as far as BR was
concerned. The enemy camp included other long time friends on
Avalon.



It is clear to me that my relationship as a partner with BR is
irrevocably over and I am soon to be thrown under the bus as BR
has a standing history in doing this with others. Some friends were
also caught up in this sweep of the forum, Corey Goode, karelia and
other friends who dared voice their support for myself and karelia.
There is ample searchable information from other sources on the
internet as to the reoccurring modus operandi of BR and the PA
forum.

The point here isn’t so much meant to defame the owner of the PA
forum or his staff, it is much deeper than that, it is a caution for
others who choose to join any forum or group that they do so with
enough integrated self to learn what is needed without forming
any unseen allegiances. If they find there are strong feelings that
they can’t get out of the group, such as attachments to friends, a

sense of home (forums are virtual spaces therefore highly
malleable to the will of others), or any belief in safety that they
question why this is and then question it again and again.
Here is a downloadable PDF of a writing I did when I realized that I would
soon be ousted from the forum. It was penned with the intent of being my
last Avalon forum post though it was never posted on the PA forum. What
I wrote then I stand by today.
On Ownership and the Project Avalon Forum
Viewable on line at the Earth Empaths forum:
http://earthempaths.net/forum/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=13&t
=153&p=466&hilit=Project+Avalon - p466


Returning to Corey Goode and the purpose for this timeline and
writing. During this very trying time, the losing of what was my
home, losing friends over the controversy caused by Jesse Ames and
my insistent stance on his removal from the forum I maintained
communication with Corey though it was now becoming stressed to
the point of breaking.



Corey was being courted by David Wilcock (DW) and Kerry Cassidy
to share his story publicly with them, he copied and pasted many of
these Skype chats to me. It is not within my range of direct
experience to make much comment other than Corey was flattered
by the attention of DW. Corey actually posed himself as one of two
long time insiders who had shared “Insider Intel” with DW. Corey
had a rather heightened lack of trust for Kerry.



At that time on a personal level there was little I could offer Corey
as the relationship had gone from friendship and sharing to standing
on artificially imposed battle lines; whose side are you on? This is
antithetical to me yet there are times when one must draw their
inner line of truth. It was never about sides yet the relentless beast
of ego preservation had clearly gripped the many as the games
played out.



My communication with Corey stopped abruptly when he asked me
to unfriend Shane – The Ruiner. Corey wrote this to me on an
unseen email address we occasionally used. Corey was now set on
outing Shane as a fraud via character assassination techniques. The
irony of it is that I had only recently been made aware of The Ruiner
blog and who Shane was on the PA forum so in reality had no side to
choose from. I did however have my own inner compass and it was

now clear as a bell from a watch tower that Corey was using the
same dark techniques that he detested in Bill Ryan.


The continuing saga of Corey’s about-faces, changes in his story, his
search for public recognition are documented elsewhere, my hope is
that as we share fairly and openly our direct experiences without
spinning them into self aggrandizement or self righteousness we at
least give the intelligent viewing public an opportunity to hone and
use their own discernment of fact vs. fiction, truth vs. false, honesty
vs. outright lies.

As they say the rest is history, convoluted and twisted as it is there is
always a thread of truth running through everything for truth lines up like
pearls on a silk thread, it is coherent and beautiful once it is held with all
the precious care it deserves.
My short post script to this timeline is to state that other than Randy
Maugans not one “researcher” was willing to go public with me even when
they were made aware of the initial recording that launched Corey Goode.
The likes of Dr. Salla who pose themselves as experts ignore all sides
other than their own agenda. Kerry Cassidy chose to decline my request
for a private conversation with her. Do I want to be pulled into this
miasmic mess? Not at all, it is noted here because it is an indicator of how
untruthful, how prejudiced and how self serving most researchers are.
Importantly there are good researchers out there, there are many who are
truly dedicated to serving the human awakening, you won’t find them on
Gaia TV, CCN or on the major players channels operating within the
‘alternative media’ spectrum. They are mostly independent on blogs and
YouTube channels, the big gunners for spin cycle news (half truth, half
spin) won’t come close to them for Truth is the antidote to fear and
intrigue that keeps the machine running.
Christine Anderson
May 19, 2017


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