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Before it all, I was in a dream world.
A world where it was okay to stay
where you’re at,
with what felt best,
in the good times.
Over and Over again.
Attachment to memory was not only
deadly, but terribly misleading.
Did me starting the fire make me a monster
or rather another example of that inevitable
transition from an adolescent to woman?
Going back into the homes I once I
I learned why I was inclined to run.
As my clothes got bigger, along with my
I felt these houses get smaller, along with
Hopefully the latter, because it
was time for a change. I was starting to
Until everything finally crashed, burned, and
see the cracks in the past, but for the
first time I was not inclined to glue it
leaving me alone with myself
back together. That was the trick to
in that waiting room.
nostalgia. Familiarity, it was the chain
to the slickest beast. I couldn’t tell you
Nostalgia was only good for the reminder
if it was love, lust, fear, or loathing. I
that I had a heart that beats, but I burned the
only knew that it wasn’t enough for
bridge that was my attachment to my
me to trust that it was safe to stay.