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1 stonemilker 2 lionsong 3 history of touches 4 black lake 5 family 6 notget 7 atom dance 8 mouth mantra 9 quicksand show me emotional respect i have emotional needs i wish to synchronize our feelings 1 stonemilker a juxtapositioning fate find our mutual coordinate what is it that i have that makes me feel your pain like milking a stone to get you to say it 9 months before moments of clarity are so rare i better document this at last the view is fierce all that matters is who is open and who has shut up and if one feels closed how does one stay open who is open chested and who has coagulated who can share and who has shut down the chances we have emotional needs i wish to synchronize our feelings show some emotional respect once it was simple one feeling at a time it reached it’s peak then transformed these abstract complex feelings i just don’t know how to handle them should i throw oil on one of his moods but which one make the joy peak humour peak frustration peak anything peak for clarity 2 lionsong 5 months before maybe he will come out of this maybe he won’t somehow i’m not too bothered either way maybe he will come out of this loving me maybe he will come out of this i smell declarations of solitude maybe he will come out of this maybe he will come out of this loving me maybe he won’t i’m not taming no animal maybe he will come out of this vietnam vet comes after the war lands in my house this wild lion doesn’t fit in this chair maybe he will come out of this maybe he won’t somehow i’m not too bothered either way maybe he will come out of this loving me maybe he won’t i’m not taming no animal maybe he will come out of this i refuse it’s sign of maturity to be stuck in complexity i demand clarity either way maybe he will come out of this somehow i’m not too bothered i’d just like to know 3 history of touches i wake you up in night feeling this is our last time together therefore sensing all the moments we’ve been together being here at the same time every single touch we ever touch each other every single fuck we had together is in a wondrous time lapse with us here at this moment the history touches every single archive compressed into a second all with us here as i wake you up 3 months before i wake you up in the middle of the night to express my love for you stroke your skin and feel you naked i can feel all of you at same moment
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(or should I say, "With whom will you share this poetry journal?") Maybe a specific friend comes to mind when you read one of the poems:
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Because some kids, maybe just a few, won’t be the same after they’ve read it.
Frustrated I overslept this morning Maybe I was dreaming of a place where things mattered to me and were always beautiful I got stuck there, and when I woke up I needed advil to smooth the transition Before I could feel guilty about skipping class the night came and covered me like a blanket And I know you hate the violent and passionate music I bathe myself in And the way smoke pours from my lips and rises into the air like a ghost, weary and jaded But please understand I need these things The way I treat myself is a reflection of the way I treat other people And if I could snap my fingers and exorcise all my demons And bring life to the ashes of all the bridges I’ve burnt to the ground I would 2.
He never liked me, maybe because of my clumsy hands, or maybe he is just thinks I’m better than him, he is lonely and takes his work seriously, never leaves the clinic or the city except from our wedding that will be in the future and family meetings, like holidays.
As a kid, maybe eight years old, out shopping with Mum — it was just after we’d driven across the country, had a little flat out in Preston, just the two of us.
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In every other case you have to balance out between reliability and speed, as with one of these or both chances your strategy will fail at some point (maybe 100, maybe 1000, maybe 5000 turns).
Maybe it would be better if you just bought a plane ticket to bring him the laptop – I could help you get a great deal.