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66AH Blacklist - Sheet1 100%

Deric Strider 5/16/2014 Internet Tough Guy Djembe 6/15/2015 Buncha worthless [4 20] assfuckers DoVeX 5/16/2014 [MM] teamkilled 66AH Dryshift 5/16/2014 obnoxious Edward Mattlov 5/16/2014 obnoxious Eglar 5/16/2014 obnoxious Eltigros 5/16/2014 [MM] teamkilled 66AH ElVampiro 5/16/2014 obnoxious Empyrrean 5/16/2014 trash-talking scumbag Enzlaved 5/16/2014 obnoxious Epitaph 5/16/2014 Kurita slime;

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/03/29/66ah-blacklist-sheet1/

29/03/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

TheMonsterintheMirror 85%

The Monster in the Mirror By Zachary Hays To the Reader, The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fifth Edition describes depression as follows: “The essential feature of a major depressive episode is a period of at least 2 weeks during which there is either depressed mood or the loss of interest or pleasure in nearly all activities. In children and adolescents, the mood may be irritable rather than sad. The individual must also experience at least four additional symptoms drawn from a list that includes changes in appetite or weight, sleep, and psychomotor activity; decreased energy; feelings of worthlessness or guilt; difficulty thinking, concentrating, or making decisions; or recurrent thoughts of death or suicidal ideation or suicide plans or attempts.” Yet describing depression like this is rather like describing a dinosaur as a “big lizard.” You’re not technically wrong, but you’re missing out on a lot of the really important bitsnamely, what it actually feels like to have it. That’s where I come in. The only way to fight the stigma against mental illness, the double standards that bring the physically injured sympathy but often bring the mentallyill distrust or apathy, is to speak loudly and frankly about it. That is what I am attempting. This is the constant turmoil in my mind, laid out on the page in as bare a format as I can muster. This is me, bleeding onto the page in the hope that one of you, somewhere, will recognize a bit of yourself in these words and find the help you need. Or that you recognize someone you know and that you’ll do everything in your power to get them the help they need. Either way. This is a part of the story of my life, and although it has not been easy to write, I don’t expect it will be easy to read, either, especially for those who have known me, and may never have really considered what I deal with almost daily. This piece comprises the greatest challenge I have ever faced in my life, and as the evercritical creator, I would say it falls well short of capturing my struggles. Ever the pessimist, I guess. However, I don’t want to come across as the dramaking just aiming for shock value. Though things hereonout may seem relatively bleak, this is ultimately a story about perseverance. A story about how I survived to the present day with my mind (for the most part) intact, and how the terrible monster that is mental illness can be combatted, if only our society begins to recognize it for what it truly is and is prepared to open its arms to those in need. Read along, and try to understand that this is how I think and feel. This is me, bleeding onto the page, taking a sledgehammer to every wall I’ve ever put up in the hope that somebody, somewhere, will draw from this the sliver of hope they need to pull themselves out of their own personal Hell. Yours truly (and I do mean truly), Zachary Hays “She should have died hereafter; There would have been a time for such a word. — Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day, To the last syllable of recorded time; And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury Signifying nothing.” — William Shakespeare, Macbeth (Act 5, Scene 5, lines 1728) Dedicated to Macbeth, my best friend, and the best damn dog there’s ever been. Miss you, big guy. THE GREAT DEPRESSION EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW WITH THE MONSTER OF ZACH’S MIND! INTERVIEWER: Hi there, Mr. Monster… MONSTER: Please, Tom, Mr. Monster was my father. Monster is just fine. I: Monster, right. Well first off, thank you again for making time for us in your busy schedule. M: Oh, it’s no trouble at all. A lot of what I do is so behindthescenes, I appreciate having the opportunity to get the word out about it! I: Well, why don’t we start there? What do you do? M: There’s a short and a long answer to that. The short answer is: I torment the living hell out of Zach. I: I see. And the long answer? M: Well, it’s my job to try and negate the whole purpose of his existence, I guess you could say... If he’s particularly happysay a cute girl smiles at him or, I don’t know, something ridiculous like thatit’s my job to counter any positive thoughts or emotions he has with as much negativity as I can. I really want him to feel like there’s no chance of anything good ever happening to him, so he shouldn’t even try. I: Remarkable. And how long have you been doing this? M: Oh, I’ve been around ever since he was born, but I don’t think I really started getting into my craft until… let’s see, 2005 or so? He would’ve been about 13. I: Impressive. So how exactly do you do it? M: Easy there, Tom, I can’t give away all my trade secretshaha! But I do have a couple things TM to share. My goto is the Voice . TM I: The Voice? TM TM M: That’s right. The Voice . The Voice is how I talk to Zach. I mean, really, I’m a part of TM him too, so it’s not like he can distinguish it from the other voices in his head, but The Voice lets me speak with him up close and personal. I: I see. What kinds of things do you usually say? M: The usual stuff: They don’t really like you, they’re just pretending. You might as well give up, you’re just going to fail anyway. See, look what happened, I told you you were worthless. I usually do it when he’s trying to sleep to really amp up the distress. I: Incredibleand he doesn’t know it’s you? TM M: Oh, he does, but that usually doesn’t matter. He can ignore the Voice if he tries, but what I’m really going for are those sort of lingering doubts. Those little needles of selfhate and worry that eat away at him whenever he’s feeling too content. And if he comes away feeling like an absolute worthless pile of crap, I know I’ve done my job! I: That is certainly impressive, Monster. So any other tricks or treats you’d be willing to share with the viewing public at home? M: I’ve been using Anxiety a lot lately. He’s in grad school, so that’s an easy one, if a little unoriginal. Social Anxiety’s actually one of my favorites. Um... I usually try to take it easy with Anger, but Heartbreak that’s a fun one to spring here and there. Beyond that, my lips are sealed! I: Haha, fair enough. It’s been a pleasure speaking with you, Monster. M: Oh, the pleasure was all minethanks for having me! I: Thanks for watching, folks. If you’re interested in Monster’s Serotonin Sucks campaign, please dial the number on your screen now. This is Tom Notch from ZACH News, from one demon to another, signing off!

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2015/12/11/themonsterinthemirror-1/

11/12/2015 www.pdf-archive.com

Women Double image 78%

a freak-cum- lascivious whore as well as a worthless soul.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/11/19/women-double-image/

19/11/2017 www.pdf-archive.com

The Sonship of Jesus 74%

If then you are a worthless man, then you must be the son of worthlessness.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2014/08/29/the-sonship-of-jesus/

29/08/2014 www.pdf-archive.com

Ed1-Aug 73%

Literally it search for lost, forgotten, temporary and worthless files and present them so you can easily delete them.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2015/07/31/ed1-aug/

31/07/2015 www.pdf-archive.com

Presentation 73%

Worthless Paying For The Security § 2014 Ted Talk ”How We Take Back the Internet” 453

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/07/04/presentation/

04/07/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

PHARMACOGNOSY III(1) 73%

• Despite the importance of plants in medicine, the FDA considers some herbal remedies to be worthless or potentially dangerous.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2018/04/08/pharmacognosy-iii-1/

08/04/2018 www.pdf-archive.com

Jack's Farmer's Interview (3) 72%

They weren't shares in companies any more, they become pieces of worthless paper.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/01/10/jack-s-farmer-s-interview-3/

10/01/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

LMST.Ginsberg.Ebook 62%

Acronyms are worthless. Acronyms aren’t creative.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2011/10/13/lmst-ginsberg-ebook/

13/10/2011 www.pdf-archive.com

OKW Project 1 62%

But you ain’t worthless.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2015/05/05/okw-project-1/

05/05/2015 www.pdf-archive.com

Dan%27s%20notes%20for%20Israel%20(003) 61%

When you read it, you will understand just how sensitive the issue is, which is why governments prefer to ignore the issue and waste their money on worthy but worthless programmes.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2019/01/24/dan27s20notes20for20israel20003/

24/01/2019 www.pdf-archive.com

weirdestebookever 60%

They’re just selling public/saturated methods in a nice package, the content is worthless.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2018/03/09/weirdestebookever/

09/03/2018 www.pdf-archive.com

Seth & D 59%

that you’re worthless...

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2015/09/16/seth-d/

16/09/2015 www.pdf-archive.com

Cryptoinvestor #1 59%

Those early adopters took risks and at that point it was more of a test ‘alpha’ software project, bitcoins could have ended up to have been worthless, the pizza seller took a pizza-sized risk too.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/06/20/cryptoinvestor-1/

20/06/2017 www.pdf-archive.com

453 Script (Autosaved) 59%

Worthless Pay for National Security In 2014, Snowden appeared by the telepresence robot in the TED Talks, and he has pointed out that the results of these surveillance programs in stopping the terrorism is unfounded.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/07/04/453-script-autosaved/

04/07/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

clienthistory 57%

Client History and Information Basic Information:

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2014/11/20/clienthistory/

20/11/2014 www.pdf-archive.com

The World As Such 56%

Due to the “transrational” nature of the Zaum language, several of my translations have necessarily been rather interpretive. Further confusing matters is the fact that Kruchenykh wrote almost exclusively on small scraps of paper stored in an old cigar box. While it is possible (though unlikely) that these scraps had been placed in order when originally written, any given order was lost when the box was dropped by a clumsy, hamhanded transport man who is not worth the time it would take to properly put in his place. Additionally, this worthless ox likewise and simultaneously dropped a mildewed fish tank containing a first draft of the libretto of the Russian Futurist opera Victory Over the Sun . In order to hide the evidence of his misdeeds, this inept and vile tapewormofathing stuffed both manuscript and libretto into the first book he found at hand, hoping, no doubt, that its bound pages would hide the galling mess he had released into the world. The book was Apokalipso Mondo by noted Esperanto author Vincenzo Bakisto. When the bumbling oaf discovered his jig was up he managed to tear several pages from the book while retrieving his pitifully hidden texts. While every effort has been made to disentangle these three separate texts in order to present the pure game as outlined in Kruchenykh ’s 1913 vision, some contamination has inevitably occurred. My sincerest apologies for any inconveniences encountered. 1 “Declaration of the Word as Such,” (1913) “Declaration of Transrational Language,” (1921) 2 THE WORLD AS SUCH as it as is it not visage-player, countenance-man, impersonator = actor personas = characters grouppeople = troupe softspeaker = prompter action, tion, sion = scene act sagarama = drama etc.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/12/13/the-world-as-such/

13/12/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

2008 July 55%

******************************************* WORTHLESS MD’ING GADGET SURVEY What tool or gadget have you bought to make your hunts more successful only to discover that it was absolute crap?

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/08/10/2008-july/

10/08/2017 www.pdf-archive.com

C. G Jung - An Alchemical Allegory 52%

Worthless is this thief, armed with the malignity of arsenic, from which the winged youth fleeth, shuddering.  !

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2014/06/11/c-g-jung-an-alchemical-allegory/

11/06/2014 www.pdf-archive.com

amish 51%

Olmsted found autistic children, but didn’t count them – either because he either didn’t feel that they had real autism or because it conflicted with his forgone conclusion.” His specific argument is obviously worthless:

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2015/02/08/amish/

08/02/2015 www.pdf-archive.com

OtmaneElrhaziOptions 51%

Knock-in barrier options Knock-in options must be paid in advance, yet they expire worthless unless the value of the underlying asset breaches a predefined barrier (also called the instrike).

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2014/05/18/otmaneelrhazioptions/

18/05/2014 www.pdf-archive.com

SeniorJuniorPeterson2017Dasani 51%

Our names won’t be remembered if we die like trampled flowers, I refuse to be forgotten, written off as less than worthless.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/04/02/seniorjuniorpeterson2017dasani/

02/04/2017 www.pdf-archive.com

Survive Thrive Economic Collapse (Activist Post, 2016-02) 50%

There comes a point when the “boat” becomes worse than worthless.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/03/21/survive-thrive-economic-collapse-activist-post-2016-02/

21/03/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

Why India wiped out 86% of its cash overnight 50%

On 8 November, Prime Minister Narendra Modi gave only four hours' notice that virtually all the cash in the world's seventh-largest economy would be effectively worthless.

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2016/11/16/why-india-wiped-out-86-of-its-cash-overnight/

16/11/2016 www.pdf-archive.com

Literally Design Prospectus 50%

that when the last dingdong of doom has clanged and faded from the last worthless rock hanging tideless in the last red and dying evening, that even then there will still be one more sound:

https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/11/30/literally-design-prospectus/

30/11/2017 www.pdf-archive.com

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